gosh do you ever have those days where even though you’re doing your best. and true you may not be at where you want in life – but that life can be so trying.
like sometimes ngl, i wonder if people see me as the ugly one of the friend group.
when i get compared to awkwafina & london tipton for celebrity doppelgangers. thats fine. theyre beautiful successful women – but… theyre more known for their personalities and humor. would it kill someone to call me beautiful?
like i know society’s definition of beauty is what defines us and we all are victims to falling for people that have what society deems beauty.
but wow can it be such a dark place to surround myself.
what happens when i do become successful, have a great personality, and am myself – funny and the person i end up liking chooses someone skinnier than i, has better hair than me, more feminine, beautiful features, a more beautiful feminine voice.
all the characteristics of what society’s dream woman is.
and that person isnt me.
can we please redefine what beauty is. and how do i get out of this.